Limbo is not so bad

I haven't cried myself to sleep in11 days. That is saying alot considering I had been crying myself to sleep on a nightly basis since Nov 6.

We are dating. Enjoying each other's company. Laughing at silly things. Talking about serious things. Where will it go from here? Who knows? I'm more cautious and reserved. He hates that but has to give me time and effort to get through this. He has been putting in alot of effort but not in a "win me back" way, just in a "I truly care about you" way. We are in limbo. Wanting the past when we were together and wanting the future when we will be together. For now it's good.

I love him and he loves me so I guess we just need to figure things out.